It’s so fucked up how people can betray your most subtle wishes. Hide shit from you, knowing what they were doing is wrong but continued to do it anyway. I gave 100% trust, love, companionship, and kindness into this person; all for it to be spit out and unappreciated. I am so fucking mad.
Why did I ever even bother.
This is:
One of those times where I’m in coalesce with life. Sadly, this never happens anymore; but to my surprise it’s the greatest feeling ever. Currently, I’m making a grilled chicken caesar salad. This is what “College Life” entails… Heh, thats stupid. However, it’s a reality. Anyways I am one with music, and I’m feeling more in touch with myself due to a good friend talking some fucking sense into me. Reminds me of another, but in a different way. Either way it’s a good thing. I’m only looking forward to greater opportunities and more self-education, so this is a new milestone. I’m very grateful.

