It’s so fucked up how people can betray your most subtle wishes. Hide shit from you, knowing what they were doing is wrong but continued to do it anyway. I gave 100% trust, love, companionship, and kindness into this person; all for it to be spit out and unappreciated. I am so fucking mad.
One of those times where I’m in coalesce with life. Sadly, this never happens anymore; but to my surprise it’s the greatest feeling ever. Currently, I’m making a grilled chicken caesar salad. This is what “College Life” entails… Heh, thats stupid. However, it’s a reality. Anyways I am one with music, and I’m feeling more in touch with myself due to a good friend talking some fucking sense into me. Reminds me of another, but in a different way. Either way it’s a good thing. I’m only looking forward to greater opportunities and more self-education, so this is a new milestone. I’m very grateful.
life has really got me thinking. im stuck. once again after i thought i had it all figured out. seconds thoughts, lots of them. idk. more like mixed feelings. who knows, it could be just one of those days. but idk what to think right now. its scary.